"Ith in her tharm"

Yet another crappy Monday. I woke up this morning to my alarm going off and I pushed what I thought was the snooze button. Next thing I know I am awakened by my husband's rather loud snoring. I thought it was hilarious so I grabbed my phone and was going to take a little video of it but then I caught sight of the time (5:04am) I had to hurry and get up and quickly get ready for work. . . ugh work. I am so sick of this job. I went to dinner with my friend Mowcia and she was telling me about her job at Kraftmaid Cabniets. That sounds like my kind of job. You just walk around this plant and staple stuff together with a really awesome high powered air gun. . . hells ya. I've turned in two applications for that damn place so we will have to see. . . oh god I hope they call me. I am so sick of talking to people.


I found my new favorite quote this morning on "Howstuffworks.com" Life could be wonderful if people would leave you alone. -Charlie Chaplin. That right there just sums up my general train of thought in my everyday life. I wish I could just go through life and be like every other person, just a generally nice, oblivious person. I was having trouble with this over the weekend. Why can't I just be a nice person? When someone pisses me off why can't I just brush it off and say oh well. I am just not a nice person and it's starting to bother me. But then I think "well this is just who I am, can't change a person". I dunno. I just am struggling a bit with being so rude. I was at wal mart with my best good friend Wendy and as we were leaving the building there were three hick looking people smoking immediately outside the door which bothered me because the Utah Clean Air Act dictates that a person must be at least 25 feet from any entrance to any public building. And here my pregnant friend is being forced to inhale their second hand smoke on the way out of the store. So I look back and I tell them that they are "Stupid inbred fucking hick pieces of shit" Now why did I feel the need to do that? why couldn't I just keep walkin and not say anything to them? because I am not a nice person. I dunno. It's just the way I am I guess. I'm starting to think that maybe that's why no one wants to hang out with me anymore. We tried to invite some people over to have some drinks on Saturday night. Not one single person showed up or even bothered to say "Hey, I won't be able to make it" That really pissed me off. Even Ashley flaked out with out saying anything. That really made me mad. Not only does she text message my HUSBAND every waking moment she has, she pretends to be my friend and fucking ditches me. Fuck her. So she's texting my husband the next day (Big fuckin surprise) and all of a sudden I get this message from her that says "I am so sorry I didn't come last night please don't be mad at me" eww fuck her I am pissed off at her. And surpirse surprise ---- didn't bother to show up or even say wasn't going to either. Another thing that pissed me off was Debra, she's been sitting here saying for a week that we need to go buy tool tickets at the same time so that we can sit together and shit, so when we go to buy tickets we are calling her and her boyfriend off the fucking hook trying to get a hold of them and they just fucking ignore us. I am sick of friends right now. For all I care they can go eat a fat one. I'm pretty sure I need some new friends.


We rented "Rosemary's Baby" last night. All I have to say about that show is the scariest part in that movie was when you saw like three old ladies completely naked. Their boobs were the scariest part of the entire movie. The high light of the movie was when my husband decided to make a comment about it with a mouth full of runts. . .he sounded like a deaf retarded person. While motioning towards his chest he says "Ith in her tharm" it was freaking hilarious.